Life In The Great Down Under So Far && MY BIRTHDAY! ~

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Hey what's up peeps,

It's been awhile hasn't it

I haven't been able to get a hold of time to get on my blog.

But here i am now! TA DA!!

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Well, past few weeks have been fun guess.

South Australia Isn't all that cracked up to be

to be quite honest

It's way more entertaining than what people perceive as

i mean, even thought they only have one street which they call a "MALL"

Rundle Mall, it's still better than being in a third world country.

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let's see what else is new..

My Birthdays Coming Up Soon

&& Apparently i have this so called "SURPRISE PARTY"

that everyone was supposed to keep on the low.

well not a BIG secret there.

Someone needs to keeps his mouth shut more often

rather than telling me everything

>>>[NATHAN]<<<

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But Nathan Is My Sweets

SO NO ONE CAN BULLY HIM EXCEPT ME.

GOT THAT!

I don't know who i'm talking to now?

but anyways, i'm just hoping to get a really great first birthday party in Australia.

&& Hopefully that will come true.

Well it would suck if my birthday did.

So i'll keep it updated.

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xoxo

Michelle <3

My Feel Of Australia && Experiences ~

Hey peeps!

OMG the first day i landed here

I freaked out!

I didn't know where to go,

i didn't know who would pick me up,

i didn't even know what the ell i was doing.

Thank God when i landed i saw an A4 size paper with my name on it.

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&& i met up with a lovely lady named Miss Dorris.

She's awesomely sweet && motherly

Now that's scary, she treats me like her own child.

i get pressured on by her if i haven't eaten or done my washing

or if i come home late!

I feel the pressure, it keeps getting more intense!

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but it seems nice here,

the air is cool, well that's because i landed at 7.ooam

&& it was still about night time,

i met this old man who came from England but lived in Adeliade

He was a SUper nice guy, scared me a little though

coz he was massive, he wasn't that fat,

but i like over exaggerating xD

But he was nice, gave me alot of tips on where to go.

but honestly i have forgotten half the things he said.

My ass was so tired from the flight as well.

It got me irritated && wanting to wlak around,

but i would probably get into trouble that way

since the seat belt signs always on.

&& there is hell loas of terbulance

the only problem about it now

is that i don't know anyone

or anything to begin with.

well now miss Dorris n Chris [ Her Boyfriend] && SURIA

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I met up with suria on the first day

there was a little miss communication

&& i fell asleep when she came

It was hilarious!

I never knew she had her own place up at flinders

Nor the fact that she had a BOYFRIEND && SHE WAS GETTING MARRIED.

I coudn't take that all in at once.

The fact that i saw her made me happy

then meetuing her boyfriend

then knowing she's getting married..

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO..

HOLLAR IF U HAVE A SPAZ FIT!

now that's too much, knowing her long ago

i never dreamt that i would hear the first words,

I'm getting married straight after meeting her.

Talk ABout Shock in Lock.

But yes i am very much happy for her.

Sadly i won't be able to make it to her wedding

due to the fact that it would be in Malaysia

While I'm here in Adeliade.

Oh well, we'll see what happens over time.

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xoxo

michelle <3

Counting Down For Down Under ~

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Australia!

Shall Be My New Home From Now On.

Moving Away So Fast.

I Never Imagined Myself Leaving This fast.

I Always Thought If I Moved,

Mum, Dad The Whole Family Would Be With Me.

&& Everything Would Be Cool, Fine && hunky-dory.

But no, it seems that we all have our own paths to take.

to walk n keep our faith alive as we go.

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well, 2 days left..

Byes Malaysia, i shall miss thee.

Thanks for all the memories.

I really loved && enjoyed myself growing up here.

&& you'll always be my home.

OMG!

This is the time of my life.

Once i got the call.

I WAS SOO HAPPY

LIKE A RCKET GOING TO THE MOON IN WARP MODE!

Time of call: 11.47am

Date: 12.0209

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I'm Leaving to AUSTRALIA!! 

i can't believe it

after all the angst from my medical check up

I was so freaking bloody afraid that i could not go

due to my condition

BUT NO!

I  MADE IT!!

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I Thank God For Everything That Has Happened To Me So Far.

&& I Know He Will Continually Bless Me With More To Come.

My Dreams Are Coming True.

&& It's All Because Of God.

Thanks God, Thank You FOr listening To My Prayers.

Love You Daughter: Michelle <3

Medical Check Ups Are Major Problemos ~

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Lalalalala..

I hate medical check ups.

first they make you wait in line..

like a CENTURY!

then they make you pee in cup.

Then they need your blood

&& I HATE NEEDLES!!

then they make you wait for the doctor to come back from his lunch or whatever.

because you have been waiting bloody long 

in that bloody LINE!!

&& then you have to wait again.

then when you finally get to see

he gives u a look at && says, "Okay, we will wait til your test results come back!

&& then we'll call you.

So you can come back here to take your results && i shall explain them too! =D

*WOW!! Doesn't that sound wonderful!*

AFTER PAYING YOU HEAPS OF MONEY && WAITING THE WHOLE DAY!

JEEPERS! THANKS MISTER! YA HIUCK^^ ~

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haha, i sound angry.

But no, i am not.

i assure you.

 You Want To Know Why?

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It is because..

I usually that happens a lot.

to most people

But, i ain't most people.

So usually i never wait.

I'm so used to having my own family doctor

it is like i do not even realize.

Well now once he finally retired.

I feel Like KILLING HIM WITH MY OWN HANDS!!

But he had a heart attack

&& he is getting older.

SO AM I =.=

But now i can say that i am definitely grateful towards him.

Always being there when i need.

Going over to my grandma's house

Checking up on me.

He was a great doctor

&& i shall miss him as my doctor.

I Hope && Pray he has a good life.

He lived well && raised 2 sons

Who are ALSO doctors!!

Their really good.

My doctor is the best, no joke.

He was the best until he retired, no one can compare.

So i've got a good taste of what people go trough.

&& it's pretty sad to wait.

But life goes on.

&& mine will be AWESOME!!

HELLADINK HUH?!

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but anyways..

Peacoutlaterbros huh =D ~

<3

Probably? Most Blessed Of The Bunch ~

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I don't really know what to say or think,

God really has wonders && miracles for me && my future.

It is really good to know there is someone looking out for me.

Well, make a that more than that certain one.

The feeling of being so blessed, that everything  wanted as right in front of my face.

It is just that obstacle to see whether if i were stupid or clever enough to realize it.

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I always thought things had to be hard in order to get what you want.

There had to be trial && strive in  your life.

But now i kind of realized i did not need to go through bloody hard obstacles to go where

&& be what i wanted to.

I am probably just to stubborn to realize my Oh' So annoying way of thinking.

I find it stupid that i would suddenly purposely make life hard on me

For no bloody reason.

Humans i guess, are like that.

We are always found doing something we are not supposed to

Or doing something of the opposite.

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Why do we do these things?

So we ca realize the hilariousness in it all && have a good laugh

While learning a really important value, like,

How NOT to be a Dick-Head next time?  

This is why being a human sucks,

We sometimes allow things to get the better of us,

That makes us make bad decisions that we will probably regret in the future.

Like for example:

Your fight with your childhood's best friend.

you decided that your never going to see nor talk to her again.

Now aren't you being a Dick-Head?!

Your throwing away all your wonderful memories you had together,

throwing it down the drain just for that silly little fight?

PSSH, IDIOT!

But that does happen, does it not

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The reason why i say i am so blessed.

Is because God has planned everything out for me.

&& this is me [being an idiot for the moments] not noticing what God has planned.

Trying to do everything myself, my way.

But it is not like i am purposely doing it.

It is so not, but yet i did not listen properly.

It's like feeding a dog chocolate, when you know it is going to die if you do so.

So you know what, instead of me trying so bloody hard.

Why do i think i need to do such hard work, when he is telling me at the back of my head.

"Why are you working so hard && exhausting yourself?"

It's like kissing a guy when you though it was your girlfriend.

It's like telling a snake to not bite me && thinking it understands. [stupidity]

I'm just going to let go, relax

&& let Him do the work.

Which He already is.

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Thank You, God.

I Love You.

&& If i never say this enough,

I'm writing it down,

right here, right now,

In this note

for the whole world to see.

See how much i love you && know you are alive in me.

Love, You Daughter:

Michelle.

21 Thing Guys Really Are ~

Hey, have anyone of you ever realized how Guys can be totally sensitive?

I have =).

Not because i just read this, but most of it of what i have read so far

are kind of true..

i'm just amazed someone actually took the time to write it all down.

well maybe there's more to it than these 21 things?

So yeah, here is 21 things guys really are.

Enjoy =) 

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1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

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2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

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3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile:)

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4) A GUY WHO LIKES YOU WANTS TO BE THE ONLY GUY YOU TALK TO.

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5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

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6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

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7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

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8) Guys love you more than you love them.

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9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

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10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

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11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

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12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is

Guys rarely say that

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13) WHEN A GUY ASKS YOU TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, HE'S JUST ACTUALLY SAYING, "PLEASE STAY AND LISTEN"

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14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

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15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking

of something.

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16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

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17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

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18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own.

He's just too stubborn to admit it

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19) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!

Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them

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20) when a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

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21) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loves you, he probably still does.. and if he had one wish, it would be you to come back into his life..

Everything said in this is True

NickleBack - Gotta Be Somebody : current feeling ~

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This time, I wonder what it feels like

To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of

But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling

The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene

Straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end

Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

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Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

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Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight

And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu

Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end

Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

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Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

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You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough 

You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on

Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

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Nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know their not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Frustration Babbling ~

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Probably the worst thing in the World!!

Would be someone stopping me from my dreams.

My Love, my Future Life.

From Something i know i can succeed in life with.

Do you guys know how would that feel?

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Let me ask you guys out there a question.

If someone close to you no matter who..

your parents,

 your boy/girlfriend,

your relatives,

your brother &/or sister,

your, i don't know.. Dog!

told you, you would never go,

see, or be what you wanted.

How would you feel about that? && How in the world would you react?

How would you feel if your parents told you

you could never date that girl/boy?

Because, he/she's too poor/old/lazy/abusive or whatever other reasons.

But you know you really love him/her?

&& you know the real person deep inside.

So does their appearance really matter?

Does outward appearance means sooo.. much more instead of what's inside?

What ever happened to

 "Beauty is only skin deep in the eye of the Beholder?"

So what.. that doesn't apply?

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Don't you get freaking pissed off

when someone tells you one thing but then also tells you another?

i freaking HATE IT when someone contradicts themselves.

like: find someone that will be able to provide for your family in the future.

but the person Freaking Falls in Love with a BUM!

Bum : Loser. Poor. etc.

&& He/She calls it WISDOM!

WOOOOOOOOW!

Impartation of Knowledge sure makes your confused.

Ugh, you can't make right, left, heads or tails with it!

Would you mind if you just

SHUT UP! Sheeeesh!

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Sorry i'm kind of in a bad mood right now.

frustrated over personal matters.

Kind of involving what i'm talking about.

&& i'm not actually talking about boy/girlfriends.

It's more serious in my situation.

I'm just speaking in general.

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Come on, We are still human

sometimes what i think is right, 

&& just because someone older than me told me other wise

Doesn't mean he is ALWAYS right, right?

I met people who are older than me, get into more deep shit than i could ever imagine.

I'M NOT COMPARING!

i'm just stating facts that says, 

older people are NOT ALL THAT'S THEIR CRACKED UP TO BE!

Most of them are pretty much Screwed in life.

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So who can we trust?

Besides our parents.

Family members/relatives.

Brother/Sister.

Cousins.

Your freaking Grandpa/Grandma [their old enough]

Friends.

Who do we have left?

God.

I know God is the Way && all.

So we should seek him daily 

But what about when you don't get answers?!!

I know i should be patient && all, but sometimes..

it gets hard!

Even if you know what he's going to say.

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SOmetimes this gets so frustrating!!

especially when things you've planed hadn't gone your way.

Sucky.. i know..

Well i hope you guys have a better day than me.

Or better yet, i hope you get me =).

See ya, Peace!