Life In The Great Down Under So Far && MY BIRTHDAY! ~

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Hey what's up peeps,

It's been awhile hasn't it

I haven't been able to get a hold of time to get on my blog.

But here i am now! TA DA!!

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Well, past few weeks have been fun guess.

South Australia Isn't all that cracked up to be

to be quite honest

It's way more entertaining than what people perceive as

i mean, even thought they only have one street which they call a "MALL"

Rundle Mall, it's still better than being in a third world country.

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let's see what else is new..

My Birthdays Coming Up Soon

&& Apparently i have this so called "SURPRISE PARTY"

that everyone was supposed to keep on the low.

well not a BIG secret there.

Someone needs to keeps his mouth shut more often

rather than telling me everything

>>>[NATHAN]<<<

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But Nathan Is My Sweets

SO NO ONE CAN BULLY HIM EXCEPT ME.

GOT THAT!

I don't know who i'm talking to now?

but anyways, i'm just hoping to get a really great first birthday party in Australia.

&& Hopefully that will come true.

Well it would suck if my birthday did.

So i'll keep it updated.

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xoxo

Michelle <3

My Feel Of Australia && Experiences ~

Hey peeps!

OMG the first day i landed here

I freaked out!

I didn't know where to go,

i didn't know who would pick me up,

i didn't even know what the ell i was doing.

Thank God when i landed i saw an A4 size paper with my name on it.

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&& i met up with a lovely lady named Miss Dorris.

She's awesomely sweet && motherly

Now that's scary, she treats me like her own child.

i get pressured on by her if i haven't eaten or done my washing

or if i come home late!

I feel the pressure, it keeps getting more intense!

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but it seems nice here,

the air is cool, well that's because i landed at 7.ooam

&& it was still about night time,

i met this old man who came from England but lived in Adeliade

He was a SUper nice guy, scared me a little though

coz he was massive, he wasn't that fat,

but i like over exaggerating xD

But he was nice, gave me alot of tips on where to go.

but honestly i have forgotten half the things he said.

My ass was so tired from the flight as well.

It got me irritated && wanting to wlak around,

but i would probably get into trouble that way

since the seat belt signs always on.

&& there is hell loas of terbulance

the only problem about it now

is that i don't know anyone

or anything to begin with.

well now miss Dorris n Chris [ Her Boyfriend] && SURIA

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I met up with suria on the first day

there was a little miss communication

&& i fell asleep when she came

It was hilarious!

I never knew she had her own place up at flinders

Nor the fact that she had a BOYFRIEND && SHE WAS GETTING MARRIED.

I coudn't take that all in at once.

The fact that i saw her made me happy

then meetuing her boyfriend

then knowing she's getting married..

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO..

HOLLAR IF U HAVE A SPAZ FIT!

now that's too much, knowing her long ago

i never dreamt that i would hear the first words,

I'm getting married straight after meeting her.

Talk ABout Shock in Lock.

But yes i am very much happy for her.

Sadly i won't be able to make it to her wedding

due to the fact that it would be in Malaysia

While I'm here in Adeliade.

Oh well, we'll see what happens over time.

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xoxo

michelle <3

Counting Down For Down Under ~

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Australia!

Shall Be My New Home From Now On.

Moving Away So Fast.

I Never Imagined Myself Leaving This fast.

I Always Thought If I Moved,

Mum, Dad The Whole Family Would Be With Me.

&& Everything Would Be Cool, Fine && hunky-dory.

But no, it seems that we all have our own paths to take.

to walk n keep our faith alive as we go.

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well, 2 days left..

Byes Malaysia, i shall miss thee.

Thanks for all the memories.

I really loved && enjoyed myself growing up here.

&& you'll always be my home.

OMG!

This is the time of my life.

Once i got the call.

I WAS SOO HAPPY

LIKE A RCKET GOING TO THE MOON IN WARP MODE!

Time of call: 11.47am

Date: 12.0209

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I'm Leaving to AUSTRALIA!! 

i can't believe it

after all the angst from my medical check up

I was so freaking bloody afraid that i could not go

due to my condition

BUT NO!

I  MADE IT!!

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I Thank God For Everything That Has Happened To Me So Far.

&& I Know He Will Continually Bless Me With More To Come.

My Dreams Are Coming True.

&& It's All Because Of God.

Thanks God, Thank You FOr listening To My Prayers.

Love You Daughter: Michelle <3

Medical Check Ups Are Major Problemos ~

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Lalalalala..

I hate medical check ups.

first they make you wait in line..

like a CENTURY!

then they make you pee in cup.

Then they need your blood

&& I HATE NEEDLES!!

then they make you wait for the doctor to come back from his lunch or whatever.

because you have been waiting bloody long 

in that bloody LINE!!

&& then you have to wait again.

then when you finally get to see

he gives u a look at && says, "Okay, we will wait til your test results come back!

&& then we'll call you.

So you can come back here to take your results && i shall explain them too! =D

*WOW!! Doesn't that sound wonderful!*

AFTER PAYING YOU HEAPS OF MONEY && WAITING THE WHOLE DAY!

JEEPERS! THANKS MISTER! YA HIUCK^^ ~

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haha, i sound angry.

But no, i am not.

i assure you.

 You Want To Know Why?

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It is because..

I usually that happens a lot.

to most people

But, i ain't most people.

So usually i never wait.

I'm so used to having my own family doctor

it is like i do not even realize.

Well now once he finally retired.

I feel Like KILLING HIM WITH MY OWN HANDS!!

But he had a heart attack

&& he is getting older.

SO AM I =.=

But now i can say that i am definitely grateful towards him.

Always being there when i need.

Going over to my grandma's house

Checking up on me.

He was a great doctor

&& i shall miss him as my doctor.

I Hope && Pray he has a good life.

He lived well && raised 2 sons

Who are ALSO doctors!!

Their really good.

My doctor is the best, no joke.

He was the best until he retired, no one can compare.

So i've got a good taste of what people go trough.

&& it's pretty sad to wait.

But life goes on.

&& mine will be AWESOME!!

HELLADINK HUH?!

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but anyways..

Peacoutlaterbros huh =D ~

<3

Probably? Most Blessed Of The Bunch ~

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I don't really know what to say or think,

God really has wonders && miracles for me && my future.

It is really good to know there is someone looking out for me.

Well, make a that more than that certain one.

The feeling of being so blessed, that everything  wanted as right in front of my face.

It is just that obstacle to see whether if i were stupid or clever enough to realize it.

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I always thought things had to be hard in order to get what you want.

There had to be trial && strive in  your life.

But now i kind of realized i did not need to go through bloody hard obstacles to go where

&& be what i wanted to.

I am probably just to stubborn to realize my Oh' So annoying way of thinking.

I find it stupid that i would suddenly purposely make life hard on me

For no bloody reason.

Humans i guess, are like that.

We are always found doing something we are not supposed to

Or doing something of the opposite.

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Why do we do these things?

So we ca realize the hilariousness in it all && have a good laugh

While learning a really important value, like,

How NOT to be a Dick-Head next time?  

This is why being a human sucks,

We sometimes allow things to get the better of us,

That makes us make bad decisions that we will probably regret in the future.

Like for example:

Your fight with your childhood's best friend.

you decided that your never going to see nor talk to her again.

Now aren't you being a Dick-Head?!

Your throwing away all your wonderful memories you had together,

throwing it down the drain just for that silly little fight?

PSSH, IDIOT!

But that does happen, does it not

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The reason why i say i am so blessed.

Is because God has planned everything out for me.

&& this is me [being an idiot for the moments] not noticing what God has planned.

Trying to do everything myself, my way.

But it is not like i am purposely doing it.

It is so not, but yet i did not listen properly.

It's like feeding a dog chocolate, when you know it is going to die if you do so.

So you know what, instead of me trying so bloody hard.

Why do i think i need to do such hard work, when he is telling me at the back of my head.

"Why are you working so hard && exhausting yourself?"

It's like kissing a guy when you though it was your girlfriend.

It's like telling a snake to not bite me && thinking it understands. [stupidity]

I'm just going to let go, relax

&& let Him do the work.

Which He already is.

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Thank You, God.

I Love You.

&& If i never say this enough,

I'm writing it down,

right here, right now,

In this note

for the whole world to see.

See how much i love you && know you are alive in me.

Love, You Daughter:

Michelle.

21 Thing Guys Really Are ~

Hey, have anyone of you ever realized how Guys can be totally sensitive?

I have =).

Not because i just read this, but most of it of what i have read so far

are kind of true..

i'm just amazed someone actually took the time to write it all down.

well maybe there's more to it than these 21 things?

So yeah, here is 21 things guys really are.

Enjoy =) 

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1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

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2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

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3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile:)

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4) A GUY WHO LIKES YOU WANTS TO BE THE ONLY GUY YOU TALK TO.

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5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

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6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

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7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

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8) Guys love you more than you love them.

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9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

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10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

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11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

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12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is

Guys rarely say that

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13) WHEN A GUY ASKS YOU TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, HE'S JUST ACTUALLY SAYING, "PLEASE STAY AND LISTEN"

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14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

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15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking

of something.

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16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

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17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

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18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own.

He's just too stubborn to admit it

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19) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!

Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them

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20) when a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

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21) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loves you, he probably still does.. and if he had one wish, it would be you to come back into his life..

Everything said in this is True

NickleBack - Gotta Be Somebody : current feeling ~

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This time, I wonder what it feels like

To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of

But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling

The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene

Straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end

Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

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Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

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Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight

And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu

Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end

Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

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Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

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You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough 

You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on

Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

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Nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know their not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Frustration Babbling ~

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Probably the worst thing in the World!!

Would be someone stopping me from my dreams.

My Love, my Future Life.

From Something i know i can succeed in life with.

Do you guys know how would that feel?

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Let me ask you guys out there a question.

If someone close to you no matter who..

your parents,

 your boy/girlfriend,

your relatives,

your brother &/or sister,

your, i don't know.. Dog!

told you, you would never go,

see, or be what you wanted.

How would you feel about that? && How in the world would you react?

How would you feel if your parents told you

you could never date that girl/boy?

Because, he/she's too poor/old/lazy/abusive or whatever other reasons.

But you know you really love him/her?

&& you know the real person deep inside.

So does their appearance really matter?

Does outward appearance means sooo.. much more instead of what's inside?

What ever happened to

 "Beauty is only skin deep in the eye of the Beholder?"

So what.. that doesn't apply?

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Don't you get freaking pissed off

when someone tells you one thing but then also tells you another?

i freaking HATE IT when someone contradicts themselves.

like: find someone that will be able to provide for your family in the future.

but the person Freaking Falls in Love with a BUM!

Bum : Loser. Poor. etc.

&& He/She calls it WISDOM!

WOOOOOOOOW!

Impartation of Knowledge sure makes your confused.

Ugh, you can't make right, left, heads or tails with it!

Would you mind if you just

SHUT UP! Sheeeesh!

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Sorry i'm kind of in a bad mood right now.

frustrated over personal matters.

Kind of involving what i'm talking about.

&& i'm not actually talking about boy/girlfriends.

It's more serious in my situation.

I'm just speaking in general.

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Come on, We are still human

sometimes what i think is right, 

&& just because someone older than me told me other wise

Doesn't mean he is ALWAYS right, right?

I met people who are older than me, get into more deep shit than i could ever imagine.

I'M NOT COMPARING!

i'm just stating facts that says, 

older people are NOT ALL THAT'S THEIR CRACKED UP TO BE!

Most of them are pretty much Screwed in life.

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So who can we trust?

Besides our parents.

Family members/relatives.

Brother/Sister.

Cousins.

Your freaking Grandpa/Grandma [their old enough]

Friends.

Who do we have left?

God.

I know God is the Way && all.

So we should seek him daily 

But what about when you don't get answers?!!

I know i should be patient && all, but sometimes..

it gets hard!

Even if you know what he's going to say.

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SOmetimes this gets so frustrating!!

especially when things you've planed hadn't gone your way.

Sucky.. i know..

Well i hope you guys have a better day than me.

Or better yet, i hope you get me =).

See ya, Peace!

Lady GaGa - Just Dance ~

[Feat. Colby O'Donis & Akon]

RedOne, Konvict

GaGa, oh-oh, eh

I've had a little bit too much, much

All of the people start to rush, start to rush by

How does he twist the dance? Can't find a drink, oh man

Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone

What's going on on the floor?

I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore

Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?

I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance

Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh

How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside outright

Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say

And we're all getting hosed tonight, oh oh oh-oh

What's going on on the floor?

I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore

Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?

I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance

Dance, dance, just, j-j-just

When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog

Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw

And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car

I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah

Shawty I can see that you got so much energy

The way you're twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round

And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me

In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down

And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance

Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Woo! Let's go!

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic

Got my blueprint, it's symphonic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic

Got my blueprint electronic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic

Got my blueprint, it's symphonic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic

Got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle

I got it, just stay close enough to get it

Don't slow! Drive it, clean it, lights out, bleed it

Spend the lasto

(I got it)

In your pocko

(I got it)

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance

Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Yup Yup, i made a video before Thanks Giving 

&& this is how it turned out!!

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YES!! i didn't have anything to say.

Plus sorry about the messy room.

I Just came back from KL. =)

&& Here is another video when i was at the party.

We had count down too.

BUt it's not in the video. xD

Check IT! =D

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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

&& A VERY SOON HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

&& for all the chinese asians out there.

in case i forget, Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

haha,

I LOVE HOLIDAYS!!

Whooo Hooo!! ~

Sneak Peek [Dance] ~

So yes we are having a dance competition this saturday.

I am currently managing two teams,

but they don't know that! lol.

Except the ones who are in.

so here is a little preview of what we have done so far.

&& as if i am going to show you the whole thing.

PFFT!!!

Check it out.

This is my second team, an all girl.

Of Me. Emelia. Joey.

Their the best dancers so far.

&& Honestly, I WANT TO WIN!! haha..

so enjoy. =)

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FUN AIN'T IT! =D

Want to see the whole dance?

THAN GO TO CHOJB!!

We'll be performing on Saturday, YES THIS SATURDAY!!

In Tropical Inn, Johor Bahru.

It is actually a competition, SO COME ON!!

CHEER US ON!!

&& come to ourCity Harvest Outreach Johor Bahru's CHRISTMAS EVENT!!

From the 20th, 21th && 25th of December.

In Tropical Inn, Johor Bahru.

We'll be there, make sure of it.

Go there, your going to have fun && Meet plent of good friends.

Trust me.

See you There!!

Ciaoz Babae!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS && HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!~

Jesse Mccartney - It's Over ~

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We've run out of words we've run out of time 
We've run out of reasons really why we together 
We both know it's over baby bottom line 
It's best we don't even talk at all 
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Don't call me even if I should cross your mind 
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages 
Let's just call it quits it's probably better 
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause 
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'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door 
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore 
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone 
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed 
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'Cause it's over 
Girl you know it's over this time 
So when you call I'm pressin' seven 
Don't wanna hear your messages messages 
I'm tryn to erase you from my mind 
'Cause it's over 
I swear girl it's over this time 
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages 
Don't wanna know where you been 
Baby 'cause it's over 
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I still wake up every morning quarter to ten 
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table 
I can't even remember how long it's been 
No trouble stayin' occupied 
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Oh they ask about you whenever I come around 
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets 
Last thing I need's another episode 
Keep conversation short and sweet because 
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'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door 
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore 
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone 
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed 
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'Cause it's over 
Girl you know it's over this time 
So when you call I'm pressin' seven 
Don't wanna hear your messages messages 
I'm tryna erase you from my mind 
'Cause baby it's over 
I swear girl it's over this time 
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages 
Don't wanna know where you been 
Baby 'cause it's over 
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You know that it's over when the burnin' 
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore 
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you 
And move you like the way she moved ya before 
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And you wanna pull her close 
But your heart has froze 
You kiss her but her eyes don't close 
Then she goes out of your heart forever 
And it hurts you but you know that it's better 
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Girl you know it's over 
Girl you know it's over this time 
So when you call I'm pressin' seven 
Don't wanna hear your messages messages 
I'm tryna erase you from my mind 
'Cause it's over 
I swear girl it's over this time 
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages 
Don't wanna know where you been 
Baby 'cause it's over 
'Cause it's over 
Girl you know it's over this time 
So when you call I'm pressin' seven 
Don't wanna hear your messages messages 
I'm tryna erase you from my mind 
'Cause it's over 
I swear girl it's over this time 
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages 
Don't wanna know where you been 
Baby 'cause it's over 

I'm IN!!!! i'm IN I'm IN i'm IN!!! ~

Holy Mother of Pearl!!

This is like my most happiest day!!!

[!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I GOT INTO [[[ECU]]] PERTH AUSTRALIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

More happier than when i got into TAYLORS College University.

Can you imagine, i would have gone to Adelaide

The most "boring" or so i have heard, place in australia.

if i would have stayed  in Taylors

no telling what may happen.

I would have probably regretted something.

Because i kind of got bored in taylors.

Everyone was so FAKE!

yup, well, not everyone, i did find some good people.

Oh well, let's see where this journey take me to now.

I hope it's a good one. =)

Family, the category of friend or foe? ~

I'm going to be talking about families today.

Now, i am talking about Family in General,

Like it includes your cousins, relatives, aunties,

 uncle twice removed to a bunch of odd islands that survive a recession finally decided to reside in Australia, where i shall be seeing him soon

had vodka, X.O and a Whole lot of Alcohol in the last decade but still drinkable? 

Yeah, those types =)

Sometimes do you really think that families in general,

could be yours or mine, whoever you are..

are out to get you,

not so supportive of you

but really looking towards your best interests but you don't realize it?

Or the occasional real life..

MY FAMILY IS OUT TO DESTROY ME && MY HAPPINESS!!

WHOOP!

yeah, that happens sometimes.

oh well, no ones perfect, neither can a family be one.

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Unless your their robots in reality were bent on destroying earth because

the robots that you call family is actually 

alien technology that has been sent to earth

to spy on us beings so they could plan their invasion && destruction && you were ADOPTED!

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I KNOW!! life is boring isn't it.

Well what you going to do.

So yes anyways, try to erase my wild imaginative train of thought.

&& let's get back to the blog, shall we. =)

So yesh! do you believe some family members/relatives

are actually bitter && waiting for your downfall?

yeah, i get that feeling too sometimes.

But is it just our imagination, or is it real?

Can't really tell,

Unless, you confront your elders && make them tell you what the hell is going on!

Than everything will be fine.

Right? =)

Some families are the BEST!

But some you have no clue what to talk about too?

I don't know, i feel that way sometimes.

You sit at a dinner table, all silent && indifferent

waiting for the dinner to finally be over.

asking you family members how many courses are there.

thinking, should i leave to go to the bathroom.

awkward pauses, odd jesters.

The feeling is undesirable, seriously.

 i guess it is like the same as people.

People, we tend to judge one another too quick

we feel uncomfortable to unknown strangers && alone in public.

But shouldn't we be more comfortable with our family members already?

Seeing as how we grew up with some cousins, some uncles && aunties.

Or granddads && mums?

Maybe, we are still strangers in a certain category?

Oh well.

Hopefully i'm not the only one who thinks that.

bye bye Baby.. i will always love u..~

[7.30 t.o.d] was the time she died..

Super.Sugar.Baby, my Sugar Glider.

It's a like a cross between, a flying squirrel, a badger && a skunk.

It's really tiny && glides, as in it can actually fly.

not really, more like a flying squirrel.

But smaller.

It's an Australian Animal, && illegal [no really sure] in Malaysia

A friend got it for me at a black market.

Don't ask. lol.

She was the cutest best pet ever.

It's lie my dream pet besides dogs.

Okay, I'm an ANIMAL ADDICT.

so sue me, i love them.

I'm am quiet pissed at the moment, because.

it didn't seem like an accidental occurrence

it looked like more of a purposely done plot.

Why do you say i said that, it is probably because.

i recently got a new maid, yes i have a maid, 

she helps out in my mum's school, not really at home,

but same difference right.

Well, she is the one that is supposed to take care of our pet animals.

I had 5 dogs, a rabbit, 2 hammies [hamsters] && a Sugar Glider.

My Sugar baby was perfectly fine this morning.

Til she left her in the bloody RAIN!

She is so lazy, Honestly!

Sugar Gliders need sun, heat.

She didn't care!

all she does is tell em how all my animals die, or get away.

i know that doesn't give me the right to blame or accuse her of doing such a crime.

But, she let my rabbit go, so she didn't have to take care of the gardening..

You see my rabbit likes eating the flowers in our garden && my mum && dad always complained about it eating it.

all they did was ask her to take care of it.

&& she sure did!

My hammy Skellie [Pink Roboviski], died because of lack of food.

that she ''FORGOT'' to tell my days ago.

My other hammy Snickers [Black Arabic] died.

lack of food again, without telling me.

SHe was supposed to take care of all my animals

while i was in KL studying!

My parents are so busy && basically my lil sis doesn't give a two cents.

So i am the one who's always hurt. i am the one who hates hearing how my animals die.

I swear, if i had my own place, my animals will be the happiest animals in the world!

I can't believe she turned out so lazy.

cleaning is a mess, she doesn't do anything but eat & sleep.

I think i do more than her!!

Can u imagine she locked my dogs behind so she won't have to clean up after them in front.

Sheesh!! Me pissy totally!

UGH! can't take it..

i just wish for the best && i am never bringing home any more pets for her to kill.

I love u Bunny a.k.a [Bomberman].

I love u Skellie.

I love u Snickers.

I love u SuperSgarBaby.

I love u all && i am so sorry.. <3

New Best/Boyfriend && the Ex Boyfriend..~

Okay, yes it is true..

on the day i "broke it off"/"started an OR" with my ex boyfriend,

Christopher Lee Couldrey

is the day i got together with Dylan.

Okay, here is the dealiie-O

Dylan and i knew each other about 2 almost 3 years ago

Honestly, i liked him the first time we met

But he had a Girlfriend, and i ain't no Boyfriend Stealer!

So we stayed friends like anyone would

unless your a boyfriend/girlfriend stealer, than that is a different story.

So yes, i was always there for him like a friend should be

He was always there for me when i needed him.

We were so alike, it was uncanny!

Everything i talked about he got it.

Every time we make weird jokes about stuff, anything under the moon

 we're the only ones who gets it.

we think alike, we talk alike, which sometimes sounds like babies i must say

but it gets really normal, like we're so comfortable around each other.

i know, we might as well be twins right?

So yeah, we stayed friends.

whenever he had girlfriend problems

i won't go off and tell him he should break up then!

no, i told him what i would love my guy to do.

But apparently, she was cheating on him.

i advised him. i was there for him.

because i loved him as my friend.

.:[this blog might be long i can tell]:.

So once i got together with my boyfriend

He went single within a week.

Great i know..

But Chris wasn't a bad guy, repeat: NOT a bad guy.

He was really sweet =) && still is.

but yeah, we're friends now && forever.

I'm going to see him soon either way.

Or probably a lot.. hmmm... Great..

But back to the story.

Dylan got single && i had a new boyfriend

but i didn't think of it that way.

That Dylan is Single now &&  should move in for the kill.

Pffft.. As If..

He messaged me one day saying that he was single.

his relationship had been funky for the last few weeks

So she broke it off with him,

plus the girl was a bitch.

She couldn't commit to just one guy.

So after the day i broke it off with Chris.

I Got together with Dylan.

He told me, he had strong connections with me.

He knew he really liked me.

he wanted me..

But didn't know how to tell me.. 

bla bla bla..

 u guys know the drill.

As if it will ever change as time goes on.

So we got together since i liked him so much.

but now on the 23th of November after 8/9 days.

We broke up.

Yup, you heard right. we broke it off.

i decided to be friends.

He said he had hard times being as i was so far away.

&& his parents were complaining && giving hell upon his life..

You see, he wanted to move to me, get a job just for me.

He promised so many things, up to the point, he crashed && burned.

I knew it was going to happen, not saying i did want it too.

But when you right you right. =)

So now, Dyliie, is my bestie, my bestfriend.

...

...

I do love him.

 But we're better of that way.

I should seriously make that line my best phrase when i break up with someone.

[I love you, i do, but i think we're better of friends.]

KEWLNESS!!

&& no, i'm not sappy && sad.. i am perfectly fine =).

...

By the way. they were not really my boyfriends.

as far as i know. I haven't had a proper Boyfriend.

Which is good enough for me.

I have dates, but i have never really committed.

So when i say my boyfriend. He really just is my boyfriend.

Cause, we haven't kissed, hugged && all that jazz.

So please do not label me as a slut.

I date, when i know the guy is right.

i'll call him Hubby. NOT BOYFRIEND.

Boyfriends to me are just - Boy-Friends. 

Most of my friends who knows me

Knows whoever my boyfriend is, their just friends =) in a dating form.

Just making sure people i don't know reading this blog.

Knows i am not a slut.

...

Oh yes, && my Ex Boyfriend Misses me like hell.

Well, we've been together since August 9th

Up till the 14th November, so we're kinda attached.

We still talk && laugh etc.

but i can see it in his eyes he misses me.

He wrote:

 -As i sit here talking to you. i don't know whether to frown or smile,

all i know is i miss you. wo ai ni.-

He purposely went all out to tell me he loved me in chinese.

i remebered it was hilarious when he first said it.

We'll see, cause we're still in an OR =)..~

...

Thanks for reading =)

See ya..

God Bless.

Hop your life is as fun as mine! haha..

Drama.Drama.Drama.

But life wouldn't be fun without it, don't you agree? =)

On A Break, OR Much? ~

Well, it finally happened, 

i have been thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend to be honest.

I Do Love Him, i do. But the fact that we can't see each other or talk right.

Coz calls to Australia or here is like a BOMB.

But yeah, i initiated that we become friends && he obviously freaked at first..

But after a long talk he finally agreed.

I need him to concentrate on his family.

&& we did agree to be in an OR = Open relationship.

So if we find another, we stay friends.

If we still have feelings for each other, we could always hook up again,

I guess we loved each other more like friends

Due to the taking care of like bro && sis mode.

We hardly were intimate.

Mostly just fooling around, trashing the place, having well, FUN!

Not very "lovey dovey" right?

Not very lovers like either.

He was my best friend, end of story.

&& i don't need judgment from you guys reading this.

Now the only song for this feeling is.. Always be My Baby ~

I will miss the times we had.

But i think we will enjoy it more as friends =).

We were as one babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

...

Now you want to be free

So I'm letting you fly

Cause I know in my heart babe

Our love will never die

No!

...

You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

...

I ain't gonna cry no

And I won't beg you to stay

If you're determined to leave girl

I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again

Cause ya know in your heart babe

Our love will never end no

...

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

...

I know that you'll be back girl

When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh

I know that, you'll be right back, babe

Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

...

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

...

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby =) ~