Dance Competition? Again..~

Hey Hey Hey.. Guess what? I received a call today. && yup, they called me in for a dance Competition. Well people know me for being a Hip-Hop / Popping / Jazz / Modern Hip-Hop/ Old School Hip-Hop && An all Out Dancer. Well i'm going to show you some videos we did for fun, after dance class, LMAO!!

Serene && Me.

I was honestly pleased to hear that i was going to join a Dance Competition but now it's to test my skills, whether i qualify for this competitions. I mean people have told me about this competition awhile back. But i never would have taught that i would actually be participating? But yeah, i guess i am now, today i submitted my Full Name, Indetity CArd (IC) number && What type of dance i'll be perfoming. Obivuosly Hip_hop / Popping && Breakdance. Well let us see if my breakdancers are even up to it. Sometimes my breakders / Bboys are always either afraid, not up to it or just doing it && at the end saying.. "err.. i don't think we can do it" && quit! Sometimes i really don't want to know what their thinking, but i can't blame all of them, there is one guy that is totally in love with && committed to Breakdance. So i can give porps to him && he's not even the leader? OMG. It really gets frustrating.

It's Going to be at the end of this month && i only have around two 2 Weeks to get ready. A new song, new dance moves, NEW steps, New everything! It is already hard teching Cheerleading on the side, Yup i have a Job, Teaching Cheerleading to little ones. well middle school. && it's not really EASY at ALL! They get so scared && keep wanting to eat all the time. The have no Discipline. But i do love teaching them && hope they will listen more then they eat! lol.

Well there's not much more i can say except Wish ME LUCK && PRAY FOR ME!! Cause i would really Love to WIN!! YAY!!

&& More Other Videos.. LOL. Find me falling!! i fell && got a boo boo LMAO!! xD

I thought this was really kewl!! me && serene doing the same moves!! xD

Lmao!! wait for it.. wait for it!! Watch carefully now.. haha!! xD

-the end-

I'm So Over It!! (Exams)~

Yes Yes Yes!!!!!! i did it!! It is finally Over!! Stress Free!! GONE!! But then again, here comes another.. :(

Michael Rockz!!~

Well Yes, This Is Michael. Isn't he cute? haha. Well, this was the guy that stayed up with me && chatted the night away, literally!! Can u actually imagine that? Well, imagine American time 6.58am, but up til the time we said our goodbyes && i had 2 force him to go too by the way, it was about 7.20am. It was so bloody late, that he was yawning all the way. He looked totally exhausted && yeah, lives in America. I wished i was there with him now. We're not together, no, but he is the Funniest, Cutest, Hottest, Sexy, Dancey Cookie ever. Haha. ( Inside Joke )

I miss his Cookie Monsters, I miss his dancing, which i will show you after writing my blog on him&& i miss his singing, he's actually okay for a Vietnamese Chinese American. xD, I met him todae && i felt the need to type about him. I met him on Vampire Freaks, which is a Website for people who looks like me, acts like me, has music genre like me and talk like me. It's the only way that i can communicate to the Proper speaking World, without the "La,Lo,Le,Mah,Bah,Meh.. etc." So finally i get proper && great conversation!! lol. No Offence to my friends though, it's just sometimes, i need a proper

&&understandable conversation.

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He is like one of my best peeps to talk to now, online that is. I can't believe i found such an interesting person that will do whatever i say, without knowing me properly at all. He actually stayed up to talk to me, with his own will.  So i found a really kewl person that is currently in the states : Texas && he sings dances && enjoys a good conversation :]. He's Awesome :D

Belly Peircing??~

Hah!! if you haven't noticed yet?! I'm the type of person in LOVE with Peircings!! I do not know how people can find it digusting or of the sort? It's totally my one of my likings. If you do not already know, well now you DO!! haha.. I got htis peircing for a while now, but i haven't been consistant with my posts and blogs, not even my V-log. But i'm going to tell you all the 

happenings i had for the past 2 months.

Okay, back to the peircing story again. well, my parents didn't know about, coz i kept this secret on the Low. My mum hates body piercing, especially the belly, coz she says it will hurt the "Future Baby." I didn't really understand that? i thought my future baby would be fine or i don't know if i will even have one? But i would Love to have babies with my true love one. && yes people, i'll tell you what i look for in a guy most, i'll even list them out for you here on my blog okay?? FIne, anyhoo..

This is Benji.. He got the same peircing. Yup, a guy doing he's belly, the same as that Venus guy from the old F4. Only chinese people would know who they were. Anyhoo.. Benji said he wanted to do it a long time ago. At first i hated the fact that people who had belly piercing were bitchy. but then, i thought a peircing is just a piercing right? How can it make anyone different? At first i had gotten it before. But it closed up && i never thought that i would do it again? So once i went out with ol' benji and he suddenly decides to tell me that he was going to get a Bloody Belly Piercing??

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I mean if you call me out && suddenly shocks me by saying that, i would think your Down Right Gay. So i said, "it's your decision, Go ahead if you want." && he did it!! After that it was my turn, so i pierced the belly with him, walked around the mall in a little pain, But Benji Couldn't take IT!! haha, funny ol' Benji && we looked for another piercing to exchange the ones we have right now. We got the same belly peircing ring at the same time. Now that's COOL. && that's what BFF's Should do.

The Way I Felt After My Break Up..~

la la la la la la.. la la la la la la.. la la la la la la la la..
You took too long, you took too long, you took too long for you to call back
and normally i would just forget that,
except for the fact it was my birthday my stupid birthday.
i played along , i played along, i played along right out of my back.
but obviously my honour was cracked,
what kind of a boyfriend would forget that, who would forget that?

The type of guy who doesn't see what he has until she leaves
don't let me go..
cause without me you know your lost
rise up now or pay the cost
soon you will know.. oh!

Your not living til your living
living with me..ee
your not winning til your winning
winning me..ee.
your not getting til your gettieng
getting me..ee.
your not living til your living
living for me..ee.
This is the potential break up song,
all remember this just one, Oh baby please, please tell me.
/ please just admmit your wrong, please baby please, please baby please.


WE got along, we got along, we got along until you did that,
now all i want is just my stuff back,
do you get that let me repeat that, i want my stuff back

you can send it in a box i don't care just drop it off,
i won't be home..
cause without me you know your lost
minus you i'm really rough
soon you will know..

( Chorus )

You can try, you can try
but i know it will be a lie
without me your gonna die
so you better think clearly, clearly
before you nearly. nearly
miss the situations that's gonna cost you dearly, dearly Come On.

( Chorus )

College, Pre-U, Uni = School...~

Can i get a "woot woot." College, Pre-University, University, whatever, call it what you want it is still considered as a school. What's there more to possibly be said?? It's just higher and advancing your studies to be better and smarter or just to get a job and earn a living.
Well this is actually the last semester of my Foudations To Mass Communication. I'm doing a Degree course and i gotta say, it's not as easy as i taught. Everyone thinks that Mass Communications students are so lax and dumb coz they couldn't make it i the science stream. Well my dear science people who think that way, YOUR FREAKING WRONG! W.R.O.N.G. it's the same Bloody Thing! Well guess what science People. You Pay Us to Advertise Your SHIT!! Now what do you have to say to that!?!

I'm sorry i'm being a little pissy && bitchy, but i couldn't take it when one of a Freinds freinds told HIm so. Like hell their better than us? You Must Be out of their FREAKING MIND!!

Anyways, the downline is, i hate college, even with friends i find it pointless to talk to them. Okay honestly i has some drama in the first semester, with a certain female named G-wen Or however you spell it. She dared take over my idea, my drawings my AD n proclaimed it was all hers!! Sheesh!! How can a person be so DUMB!! Honestly, that was the last drama i w0uld love to hear. But eventually it got worse. After we never saw that trecherous G-Wen again, Yup she did not ever come back to school. she was the one of the oldest in class, Which in her Sick Twisted little mind apparently believed she could control us all!! i admit i disliked her in so many areas that i shan't describe, but after that whole scenario, i said bye to the last of what i though the end of the drama stage.

But no, it had gotten much worse, way worse. Since people had nothing to gossip about or either talk about, they started radding out on each other! Of coz including me. Actually everyone thought that i was either a PUNK . EMO . ROCKER but mostly GOTHIC. So what if my favourite colour is Black? i'm colourful enough to be anything! Please don't LABEL peopl, it get really, HONESTLY SPEAKING, TIRING, IRRITATING, ANNOYING && i will consider you all as a SNIVELING LIL TWAT that has nothing else BETTER to talk about! I hate it when people starts Labeling, It gets OLD so fast, i'd rather take a ROCK && slam it into the persons Hell Idiotic MOUTH!!

But well i have grown out of all these gossiping && wasting precious time about. with all this rubbish. SO eventually i stopped talking to everyone in College && talked to people more useful of my time. I know i sound really Ignorant right now, but that's just how i feel Now. People have nothing else better to do but gossip. As my friend Leonard would say " Why would i stop gossiping, when their obviously gossiping about me? It's a cycle no one can stop." Well i would say he is right, but does it really mean we should as well? Conformmists. Sheesh!!

Well that's all i shall be blogging about my College now, It gets tiring just to think about all these, but i wanted to write it down && focus on what i'm supposed ti do, STUDY! Whatever you call your School, It's STILL SCHOOL!! && the drama never changes. && here i am thinking people would be more sofisticated than that in High-School. Oh Well. My last sem && i'm off To Aussie.

Thanks for reading. Cioazz~

Back && Gone (My lil SiS' was Back) ~

Well, basically this is just all about my lil sis Sharky an ABC, American Born Chinese,

well actually she's more like AMC, American Dad and Chinese Mum, so American Mixed Chinese. Yes, she was born in Malaysia, that's how we basically met. Now let me break it down for you, that will kinda explain her being my lil sis and the "Coming back" part.
Once upon a time, long long ago, there lived a.. Naah, i'm not going to start like that. lol. So, my life was kinda like traveling alot, moving up and down, left to right. My family finally landed in Johor Bahru where my dad was born. I'm a K.L (Kuala Lumpur) City Gal. So u can be suprised of my randomness and quirkyness. LMAO.
Anyways, back to the story, i met sharky in Johor Bahru when she was around 12 or so, the same age as my lil sis Emelia.

Emelia (WMK/C)



Sharky (SCMCC)

Yup there they are, so back to the story, we were in Johor Bahru doing our A.C.E now known as CA Resourses (Hate the teachers). It's basically a school. we met in Junior high up to high school && that was the only reason to get to school, meet our besties and hav fun && sometimes cause major damage. You don't wanna know had i was in high school, breaking all the rules were fun. but i've "grwon up" now.. Well, sorta!! lol. I can be still a lil immature, but still learning in life to figure out the solutions to my problems.

&& if your wondering about the letters next to their names, it's their chinese names, which i'm no.. i'm not telling. Yes back to Sharky again, we met in School, Junior HIgh to High School, Emelia && Sharky are the same age except diffferent birthdays, Emelia is an April Baby like me and Sharky is a December Baby. They met in school && gotten to love each other so much til they became best
friends, from best friends to the bestest of friends and from then on Sharky became my lil sis' best sista,
which means that from then onwards, Sharky would always stay over go out whenever we do, traveled together.. etc bla bla bla.
So from that point on, i cared for her too && started to take care of her when she was in need. We became family after that, so ever since then up til now we still keep in contact, online,the phone, whatever possible.



After a few years past, her real family had some problems, parents divorced and dad found a new wife, Alina from Russia, Ex model. both parents got married to other people, mum stays in America && dad is posted everywhere his job says to go. She had to go to Russia, America, Kuala Lumpur && we never got to see her.
But Once she went to Russia, she had to come back coz her Visa expired.
So off they went on the quikest time plane they couold find, coz the government told them it
was tonight at that samte day. She actually came on her birthday, which her party was canceled in Russia. So she reached Kuala Lumpur, where i am studying now && the story unfolds.



I was so happy that she was here, but my lil sis Emelia hadly saw her, since she was living in Johor Bahru. So it was usually me && Sharky. Everyday after college classes end, i would take a cab or the trian to get to the city and hang out with her. That was how much i missed her. We watched movies and went shopping, bought same stuffs and enjoyed each others company.
It was too good to be true.
But sadly after a minth past && on febuary 4th, she had to get back to school in Russia. && that was the end to our reuinion.

Only family can be trusted && would try not to do anything to hurt you, it's an old video but i really love it, coz it proves sisters will always be there, no matter what, we'll always help each other, coz we're family. blood related.