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Monday, September 15, 2008

Honestly : So Basically ~

Okay, Honestly, this is my blog, yes, true.
But i haven't been paying attention to it much..
like what you have been reading here right now in this open space of the Internet
called BLOGSPOT..
is actually incomplete.
I have load of POSTS i have not yet to complete but yet i dare start a new one.. odd..
&& your probably wondering "why are you typing this Sh*t instead of finishing the rest?"
Well brainiac, i am just to Damn LAZY! There's like over a Thousand i haven't finished, as if i'm going to finish it in one night?!
So Basicallyi am going to finish it, just not sure when && how many at one go..
anyways, stay tuned =]
Loads Of Love : <3>
~Michelle~

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

&& Yesh. I'm Taken.. It's Confirmed firm & Official.. ~


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Well, i forgot about blogging about my new found boyfriend.
Yes, he's That guy in the picture.




I have finally been able to look a guy in his eyes && say, okay, let's do this! lol.
Well, don't think too far, it is just starting a new relationship.
Honestly, the way we expected to get together was a lil different.
i, which i can say a lil old fashion when it comes to relationships. i would usually
wait for the guy to ask me out on a date, continue dating for awhile && then tells me he wants me as his girlfriend.
Unlike Chris, he thought we were going with the flow, when we click means it's done,
we're together!! YAY, let's celebrate!!
PFFT!! as if..
let's just say we had miscommunication that actually led us to being together.
i indirectly said "i love him"
due to the fact that i haven't spoken to him in like two days.
he said he was feeling unloved.
That he needed me [playfully].
All i replied [playfully] was saying.. "aww, no fret i love u" && smile =].
if anyone who is readin this right now, now that i love everyone && will tell everyone i love them
in a bro && sis manner of course.
i think he took it the wrong way, kept quiet for awhile && became a little happier.
So after talking && more talking, he would suddenly end the conversation to "i love you."
&& i as a girl, would be confused, "what do you mean?"
he decided to tell me he loved me && he wanted to be together.
After finding out what we expected each other to do, which means by ways of being bf && gf.
He finally said, "i'll ask you, would you want to be together?"
Honestly, i kept quiet for awhile.
But this was Chris, the lovable, Funny Gay guy that makes me laugh, love him, && makes me wanna hold him forever. Because whatever he says from his mouth, it's all true, he'll never hurt me or lie.
So of course, i said Yes!
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Facts About Him:

His name is Chris Lee Couldrey && he is mine =]
He is currently living in Australia, Victoria, Melbourne.
He's Irish with the Aussie Accent [cbh].
He moved there when he was 5.
He is a paramedic, so if i die i blame him for not saving me =D.
He loves Tiesto [Trance, House Music && so on].
He still like listening to Rock music.
He's Lazy as a cat in his bed.
GAY!! heehee..
Favourite colour : Blue - well he made it my fav, so his is black now.
In Loved with me =] aww..
Now that's a line he always uses on me.
But in actually fact, it's the total sam feelings for each other. xD
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i know this is a question everyone has been dying to know.

Q : How the Hell did i meet him?:

A : Well, it all started of in a party over here in KL.
i knew a friend of his, he had the same buddy as me. He's name was John.
Well let's say how we met was when i was talking to John first, he came into the picture &&
started rambling off some idiotic thing that he wanted to see John do.
Honestly, i thought that was freaking RUDE of him.
John introduced us. then we jsut clicked.
Started talking, hanging out.
He called me, messaged me everyday til he had no credit.
Within past a week or so, more like 5 days, we liked each other.
&& that was that.
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Q : When did you guys get together?:
A : Met him at a party on the 6th of July, after my finals.
which i needed the break from.
So that means we got together around, July 10th =D
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Q : Why didn't you tell me?:

A : Err.. i didn't know my private life was supposed to be an OPEN Subject??
Wow thanks for helping me clear things up, that private means Open.
&& Confidential means Gossip.
Seriously.. thank you..
HA.HA, GEE-Golley!! i owe you one!! =.="
&& if i offend my real friends, i'm sorry, no time to tell you &&
be all preppy && shit. lol
Sorry again =]
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Well as far as i'm concerned, i really do like him,
he makes me laugh, feels loved && i don't know why,
he makes me happy.

he calls me when i'm sad.
He knows exactly when i need him without even me telling him so.
He can see right throught me.
so that is a goood thing right??
Truth be told we actually nerds &&
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No chains to unlock.


he's free to do what he wants,


He's into what he's got.


he loves me,


he loves you not.


No matter what you do


he ain't never gonna b with you,


he loves me


he loves you not!
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.:end of story:.



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Saturday, August 16, 2008

TRIP!!~

Sho yesh!!! i'm finally going some where else after like a major long-age time since my last flight to some where else.
OmG!! This feels great!!
Currently in Singapore's Airport using their computers.
Cause we came in like two hours earlier. give or take two hours. lol 
Greg helped out =]
He was so sweet enough to wake up at 5 in the morning!
Sent us all the way to Singapore.
&& now we're here, checked in, ready to go.
 WEEEEE!!
GTG, plane's calling.. see u guys^^~

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

FM Static - Tonight [My Baby Chris && My Song = 0ur song :)] ~


I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

Friday, July 11, 2008

My Peter Gave Me This Song.. He Just Got Back From His Camp [YAY!!! he's Back :D, He Misses Me So.. Like As I Haven't] ~







Miley Cyrus - 7 Things ~



[Don't really fancy Miley Cyrus - but likes her brother trace cyrus woot woot hottie!! - but i kind of like this song :)]

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I probably shouldn't say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we shared

It was awesome, but we lost it

It's not possible for me, not to care

And now we're standing in the rain

But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

...

The 7 things I hate about you

The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You're vain, your games, you're insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

...

It's awkward and it's silent

As I wait for you to say

What I need to hear nowYour sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it

If you text it, I'll delete it

Let's be clear

Oh I'm not coming back

You're taking 7 steps here

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The 7 things I hate about you

You're vain, your games, you're insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

...

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention

The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you

Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's

hen we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine

When we're intertwined, everything's alright

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like most that you do

You make me love you

You do

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Frankie J - Daddy's Little Girl [which I Am :D ] ~



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He drops his suitcase by the door


She knows her daddy won't be back anymore


She drags ger feet across the floor


Trying to hold back time, to keep him holding on


And she says


Daddy daddy don't leave,


I'll do anything to keep you


right here with me,


can't you see how much I need you


Daddy daddy don't leave, mommy is saying thing she don't mean


She don't know what she's talking about,


somebody hear me out


Father, listen,


tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go


Father, save him,


I would do anything in return


I'll clean my room,


try hard in school


I'll be good,


I promise you


Father, Father, I pray to you


...


Now she hasn't slept in weeks


She don't want to close her eyes 'cuz she's scared that he'll leave


They've tried just about everything


But it's getting harder now for him to breath


And she says


Daddy daddy don't leave,


I'll do anything to keep you


Right here with me,


can't you see how much I need you


Daddy daddy don't leave,


the doctors are saying things they don't mean


They don't know what they're talking about,


somebody hear me out


...


Father, listen,


tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go


Father, save him,


I would do anything in return


I'll clean my room,


try hard in school


I'll be good, I promise you


Father, Father,


I pray to you


...


Please don't let him go,


I'm begging you so


Let him open his eyes,


need a li'l more time


To tell him that I love him more,


than anything in the world


It's daddy's li'l girl


...


Father, listen,


tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go


Father, save him,


I would do anything in return


I'll clean my room,


try hard in school


I'll be good, I promise you


Father, Father, I pray to you


...


She was daddy's li'l girl


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