New Best/Boyfriend && the Ex Boyfriend..~

Okay, yes it is true..

on the day i "broke it off"/"started an OR" with my ex boyfriend,

Christopher Lee Couldrey

is the day i got together with Dylan.

Okay, here is the dealiie-O

Dylan and i knew each other about 2 almost 3 years ago

Honestly, i liked him the first time we met

But he had a Girlfriend, and i ain't no Boyfriend Stealer!

So we stayed friends like anyone would

unless your a boyfriend/girlfriend stealer, than that is a different story.

So yes, i was always there for him like a friend should be

He was always there for me when i needed him.

We were so alike, it was uncanny!

Everything i talked about he got it.

Every time we make weird jokes about stuff, anything under the moon

 we're the only ones who gets it.

we think alike, we talk alike, which sometimes sounds like babies i must say

but it gets really normal, like we're so comfortable around each other.

i know, we might as well be twins right?

So yeah, we stayed friends.

whenever he had girlfriend problems

i won't go off and tell him he should break up then!

no, i told him what i would love my guy to do.

But apparently, she was cheating on him.

i advised him. i was there for him.

because i loved him as my friend.

.:[this blog might be long i can tell]:.

So once i got together with my boyfriend

He went single within a week.

Great i know..

But Chris wasn't a bad guy, repeat: NOT a bad guy.

He was really sweet =) && still is.

but yeah, we're friends now && forever.

I'm going to see him soon either way.

Or probably a lot.. hmmm... Great..

But back to the story.

Dylan got single && i had a new boyfriend

but i didn't think of it that way.

That Dylan is Single now &&  should move in for the kill.

Pffft.. As If..

He messaged me one day saying that he was single.

his relationship had been funky for the last few weeks

So she broke it off with him,

plus the girl was a bitch.

She couldn't commit to just one guy.

So after the day i broke it off with Chris.

I Got together with Dylan.

He told me, he had strong connections with me.

He knew he really liked me.

he wanted me..

But didn't know how to tell me.. 

bla bla bla..

 u guys know the drill.

As if it will ever change as time goes on.

So we got together since i liked him so much.

but now on the 23th of November after 8/9 days.

We broke up.

Yup, you heard right. we broke it off.

i decided to be friends.

He said he had hard times being as i was so far away.

&& his parents were complaining && giving hell upon his life..

You see, he wanted to move to me, get a job just for me.

He promised so many things, up to the point, he crashed && burned.

I knew it was going to happen, not saying i did want it too.

But when you right you right. =)

So now, Dyliie, is my bestie, my bestfriend.

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I do love him.

 But we're better of that way.

I should seriously make that line my best phrase when i break up with someone.

[I love you, i do, but i think we're better of friends.]

KEWLNESS!!

&& no, i'm not sappy && sad.. i am perfectly fine =).

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By the way. they were not really my boyfriends.

as far as i know. I haven't had a proper Boyfriend.

Which is good enough for me.

I have dates, but i have never really committed.

So when i say my boyfriend. He really just is my boyfriend.

Cause, we haven't kissed, hugged && all that jazz.

So please do not label me as a slut.

I date, when i know the guy is right.

i'll call him Hubby. NOT BOYFRIEND.

Boyfriends to me are just - Boy-Friends. 

Most of my friends who knows me

Knows whoever my boyfriend is, their just friends =) in a dating form.

Just making sure people i don't know reading this blog.

Knows i am not a slut.

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Oh yes, && my Ex Boyfriend Misses me like hell.

Well, we've been together since August 9th

Up till the 14th November, so we're kinda attached.

We still talk && laugh etc.

but i can see it in his eyes he misses me.

He wrote:

 -As i sit here talking to you. i don't know whether to frown or smile,

all i know is i miss you. wo ai ni.-

He purposely went all out to tell me he loved me in chinese.

i remebered it was hilarious when he first said it.

We'll see, cause we're still in an OR =)..~

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Thanks for reading =)

See ya..

God Bless.

Hop your life is as fun as mine! haha..

Drama.Drama.Drama.

But life wouldn't be fun without it, don't you agree? =)

On A Break, OR Much? ~

Well, it finally happened, 

i have been thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend to be honest.

I Do Love Him, i do. But the fact that we can't see each other or talk right.

Coz calls to Australia or here is like a BOMB.

But yeah, i initiated that we become friends && he obviously freaked at first..

But after a long talk he finally agreed.

I need him to concentrate on his family.

&& we did agree to be in an OR = Open relationship.

So if we find another, we stay friends.

If we still have feelings for each other, we could always hook up again,

I guess we loved each other more like friends

Due to the taking care of like bro && sis mode.

We hardly were intimate.

Mostly just fooling around, trashing the place, having well, FUN!

Not very "lovey dovey" right?

Not very lovers like either.

He was my best friend, end of story.

&& i don't need judgment from you guys reading this.

Now the only song for this feeling is.. Always be My Baby ~

I will miss the times we had.

But i think we will enjoy it more as friends =).

We were as one babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

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Now you want to be free

So I'm letting you fly

Cause I know in my heart babe

Our love will never die

No!

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You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

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I ain't gonna cry no

And I won't beg you to stay

If you're determined to leave girl

I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again

Cause ya know in your heart babe

Our love will never end no

...

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

...

I know that you'll be back girl

When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh

I know that, you'll be right back, babe

Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

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You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

...

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby =) ~

A Sudden Ending To One Who Was Loved ~

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An Unfortunate Sad happening happened today, 

as my boyfriend's Biological mother just passed away.

My boyfriend has a different past you see, 

A past that cannot compare to others.

But it doesn't make him any different.

It doesn't make him any plain or dull,

&& Neither will i talk about his past.

but i do feel pain for him,

i do feel sad,

&& i want to be there for him at his time of need.

But sadly i can't,

 due to the fact that i am not where he is now.

i wish he or i were still near together.

i wish he && i were still holding each other.

But due to our studies we were forced to be apart.

i made him leave for his future.

&& i was going to him anyways.

So all we do is wait.

Wait until we meet like lost strangers in a crowd when we first met.

Wait until the day he holds me in his arms like never before.

But i know i love him though, how many can actually say that?

I mean i am really careful in my judgements

to be honest i might not seem so.

i might seem wild && too outgoing.

i admit i am daring, i admit i am random,

but i am a true classy lady in && out,

&& hoped to be respected && treated so.

My Boyfriend knows it,

&& he respects me the way i am supposed too.

Maybe that's why i love him?

Maybe not, but one thing i know, i love my boyfriend to bits.

&& Love has no boundaries.

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I Love You Babe && i'll always be there whenever you need me.

I Love you Baby, i will always do.

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.:R.I.P Mrs. Pen Couldrey:.

Even If I Never Knew You. May God Be With You.

&& How you were hurt, may he be punished for what he has done.