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Thursday, November 20, 2008

New Best/Boyfriend && the Ex Boyfriend..~


Okay, yes it is true..
on the day i "broke it off"/"started an OR" with my ex boyfriend,
Christopher Lee Couldrey
is the day i got together with Dylan.
Okay, here is the dealiie-O
Dylan and i knew each other about 2 almost 3 years ago
Honestly, i liked him the first time we met
But he had a Girlfriend, and i ain't no Boyfriend Stealer!
So we stayed friends like anyone would
unless your a boyfriend/girlfriend stealer, than that is a different story.
So yes, i was always there for him like a friend should be
He was always there for me when i needed him.
We were so alike, it was uncanny!
Everything i talked about he got it.
Every time we make weird jokes about stuff, anything under the moon
 we're the only ones who gets it.
we think alike, we talk alike, which sometimes sounds like babies i must say
but it gets really normal, like we're so comfortable around each other.
i know, we might as well be twins right?
So yeah, we stayed friends.
whenever he had girlfriend problems
i won't go off and tell him he should break up then!
no, i told him what i would love my guy to do.
But apparently, she was cheating on him.
i advised him. i was there for him.
because i loved him as my friend.
.:[this blog might be long i can tell]:.
So once i got together with my boyfriend
He went single within a week.
Great i know..
But Chris wasn't a bad guy, repeat: NOT a bad guy.
He was really sweet =) && still is.
but yeah, we're friends now && forever.
I'm going to see him soon either way.
Or probably a lot.. hmmm... Great..
But back to the story.
Dylan got single && i had a new boyfriend
but i didn't think of it that way.
That Dylan is Single now &&  should move in for the kill.
Pffft.. As If..
He messaged me one day saying that he was single.
his relationship had been funky for the last few weeks
So she broke it off with him,
plus the girl was a bitch.
She couldn't commit to just one guy.
So after the day i broke it off with Chris.
I Got together with Dylan.
He told me, he had strong connections with me.
He knew he really liked me.
he wanted me..
But didn't know how to tell me.. 
bla bla bla..
 u guys know the drill.
As if it will ever change as time goes on.
So we got together since i liked him so much.
but now on the 23th of November after 8/9 days.
We broke up.
Yup, you heard right. we broke it off.
i decided to be friends.
He said he had hard times being as i was so far away.
&& his parents were complaining && giving hell upon his life..
You see, he wanted to move to me, get a job just for me.
He promised so many things, up to the point, he crashed && burned.
I knew it was going to happen, not saying i did want it too.
But when you right you right. =)
So now, Dyliie, is my bestie, my bestfriend.
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I do love him.
 But we're better of that way.
I should seriously make that line my best phrase when i break up with someone.
[I love you, i do, but i think we're better of friends.]
KEWLNESS!!
&& no, i'm not sappy && sad.. i am perfectly fine =).
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By the way. they were not really my boyfriends.
as far as i know. I haven't had a proper Boyfriend.
Which is good enough for me.
I have dates, but i have never really committed.
So when i say my boyfriend. He really just is my boyfriend.
Cause, we haven't kissed, hugged && all that jazz.
So please do not label me as a slut.
I date, when i know the guy is right.
i'll call him Hubby. NOT BOYFRIEND.
Boyfriends to me are just - Boy-Friends. 
Most of my friends who knows me
Knows whoever my boyfriend is, their just friends =) in a dating form.
Just making sure people i don't know reading this blog.
Knows i am not a slut.
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Oh yes, && my Ex Boyfriend Misses me like hell.
Well, we've been together since August 9th
Up till the 14th November, so we're kinda attached.
We still talk && laugh etc.
but i can see it in his eyes he misses me.
He wrote:
 -As i sit here talking to you. i don't know whether to frown or smile,
all i know is i miss you. wo ai ni.-
He purposely went all out to tell me he loved me in chinese.
i remebered it was hilarious when he first said it.
We'll see, cause we're still in an OR =)..~
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Thanks for reading =)
See ya..
God Bless.
Hop your life is as fun as mine! haha..
Drama.Drama.Drama.
But life wouldn't be fun without it, don't you agree? =)

1 comments:

Dan's TV Show said...

FOUND YOU!!!

You didn't tell me you had a BLOG!!!

You even linked me!!
LOLz..

Whoa. you life is a love soap opera.

Really though, I wish you happyiness
whoever you end up with...

haha.

dan.